SOME THINGS ARE MEANT TO BE.......

Life is so strange. Sometimes you have nothing to do. You waste your time half the time complaining about how your life is boring and not happening and nobody cares for me and blah blah............

And sometimes it gets so demanding that you just wish you had extra hours in a day to give your time to yourself atleast. I was caught, I still am but at a slower pace, in one such scenario and it happened again to me.

It was one of those days when suddenly u loose sleep and loose appetite coz the work load is just too much. You hardly get the time to see yourself in the mirror but never fail to miss that pimple on your face constantly reminding you that this is those times. My semester is nearing an end and as is the case all the case studies and assignments are somehow scheduled at this time. To make things worse there are extra classes upto 8:30pm in the evening. You need to juggle your priorities. During one such day when I allowed myself some free time I came across a post that said Piyush is coming to Mumbai on his wall on facebook. After that it just slipped my mind.

My work demanded more from me and all I could think was what did I used to do earlier. It then dawned on me that I used to watch CHAK DHOOM DHOOM.........PIYUSH.............is he in Mumbai? I arbitarily dialed his Mumbai number that a girl had given me when she saw I was such a huge fan. It rang. I disconnected hardly believing it to be true. I started thinking what to say! How to react! Would he remember me! I dialed once again. It was his father. He said Piyush was in the bathroom. And yes he remembered the girl from the airport. i asked him where they were staying and he said Jogeshwari. I asked him when they would return back and he said the next day on the early morning flight.I thanked him and said I would call later. When I got off the phone I was not ready for a second time meet at the airport. Thing is the airport is very near (comparatively) to my place than Jogeshwari. I wanted to sit and have a chat with him. Meeting for 2 minutes wouldnt do. I considered going to Jogeshwari. But my team mates called to discuss the case study with them which was due the next day in the morning. another reason why I couldnt go to the airport.

At about 3pm I again called at that number and guess who received it? I asked Piyush if he remembered me. He did. I asked him what were his plans for the day. He said he would meet Bosco and Caesar sirs and also had to go to dinner with Swasti's dad. And then he said that they were going to the colours office at andheri east. I couldnt believe my luck. I googled the office address and informed them that i was on the way. on my way i picked up two chocolates, may favorite, for Piyush, Fruit n nuts and almond cadbury's......And like the last time........he was again there!!!!!!!!!! He was smiling, just like before........

I talked to uncle if we could go to Pizza hut but he said they had to go in an hour to Ceasar sir's home. He suggested we go some place near by and spend some time. I was glad to go any place as long as I was with Piyush :)

As we were walking Piyush showed me his wrist. He was wearing the I love India band that I had given him the last time. He said he wears it, he likes it. Then I asked if he wears the "danger" locket wala black chain. He said yes I wear it when I get angry. Then he started speaking about the shooting and how the same camera man was there in Comedy ka daily soap and boogie woogie and also on CDD. He said the camera man told him, arey tu yahan bhi aa gaya! hehehe....

Then we went to the restaurant and ordered some cold drinks. Piyush said koi bhi kala wala. He ordered Coke. It wasnt there so he took Pepsi.Uncle said he always wants to have Pizza, day n nite. And that he always drinks a lot of cold drinks........we both giggled.

Then Piyush toyed with his drink n I said if you put some salt into it ,it will ooze out. he did n his drink oozed n we laughed. I asked his dad to take a snap. He said the light is reflecting so we took another. Piyush started listening to songs n told me what was his favorite song in Step up 2. i said i wanted to watch step up 3d with him n he said yah he also wanted to watch it. He said he would like to go to essel world, with me he said yes, but there was no time. I said next time we will go n he said yes.

on our way back Piyush was trying to sing his favorite song but it is a rap song so it was difficult. He showed me his one dance composition of a wave where it starts with his hands n then his tongue in his mouth n then the wave ends in his other hand.I so much wanted him to show me a dance but this much was also too much to ask for.......

And if some one ever said a word about attitude and all about Piyush........then this is for them..........Do you know that coz they had to go to Caesar sir's house they decided to take their auto from where I took my bus so as to see me off just like gentlemen?! It was during this time that when I was putting my camera back in my purse , my wallet fell down n Piyush said we have the same wallet. He took out his wallet and showed me. I was so happy just then. I said wow we are children lost in kumbh ka mela......... bhaiya............n he was like u gav this to me last time.......he opend it n showed me his school i card........I just looked at him n i became sure this is a star here who will hav a huge fan following..........

When i got onto the bus he called me n waived back at me..........although his dad was there i just kept waving back to him n forgot that someone else was also there...........


I hope i hav done justice to that moment of my life and expressed myself and all the events....


Once again this post is dedicated to all the fans of Piyush who wait for him just to say a hello on the fb chat..........dont loose hope.......he is just a kid.....love him for that and appreciate him for being just a kid........u wouldnt want him to loose his childhood so soon............will u?

i cant hear it but ....Music is in my soul.......urs too

Why does music touch your heart as it does? If actions speak louder than words, music touches your soul......

What is more important in a song? music or the lyrics? For me the music inlfuences my decision coz it gives tone to the words........i know ppl who advocate the lyrics will say that the words speak for themselves and they dont need music. what i am saying then is that the music adds more to it.......they reiterate the effect that the words want to.......

When i am very low n i dont have words i take the refuge of music....also when i am very happy i walk into its arms........they seem to know exactly how i feel.........

And when i am alone and i am discovering myself i listen to music n i feel i am united with the universe...........

In this world at this time when we know that the powerful n rich win, when corruption prevails and being smart is the need of the hour and honesty is bookish ............when i come across people who are kind, who are honest, who are humble....one has to think if we are making haste in concluding that the world is going to end.....

When a musician writes his music what must be in his heart......where his soul might have travelled, what lengths his thoughts may have traversed, how deep he must feel, what hopes he may have?

If I am feeling low the rain drops elate me, they take me to another level where not even a close friend can go. only someone who has touched my soul will ever know how i feel then. when i am at the beach n i hear the waves i want my feelings to spill over just like they do but at the same time i want to protect them.

I never stick to the same music. people ask me what is your favorite. i dont have any because i want new waves to touch my soul and give me experiences i havnt had before. because in the end all wont be there with us...the soul will hav experience that it will carry further n enlighten another person again to continue the circle. also one can know the frequency of a person from his piece of music and may expect new things but there wil always be an element common to all of them...

i want music when i am angry, when i am sad n when i am happy or depressed. y? yet i stay away from it. i am not avid listener nor do i sing but when i allow myself to absorb the music i can only express it with words like i am doing it right now. i so much hope that i could answer back with my music but alas i dont know how to play any instrument. my most favorite instrument i would like to learn is the drums. n also i am affected by the piano, its very difficult to learn i know. i will have to try n see if thats what i wanna play or do i wanna listen. yes i believe that there are things we wanna play n things we'd rather listen.

i know at this age people have shifted to mettalic n rock but sometimes carnatic music also enraptures me. and ofcourse sufi music. oh there are so many choices....now a days there are many fusions. i appreciate them but id rather get the whole essence out of one music.....

many times i hav written a blog on music but i never seem to get the whole feeling out on this paper properly. i always go for yet another post on music. may be this will stop when i will speak music.

i am celebrating life, i am celebrating music

The boy from Jammu - Piyush Bhagat

Its been four months since a boy came from Jammu and won millions of hearts by his dance as well as charm. It was a boy in yet another reality show and for me who has long given up watching television knowing that he ever existed seemed out of the question.

It was one afternoon when I was bored and alone and nothing else to do that I switched on the TV. I am very fond of dance and on this particular show I found the standards of very small kids was too good.Then after if I was bored and I switched on the TV when I tuned to "Colours", I always found this show chak dhoom dhoom last lasted long and I found was mostly repeat telecasted as well. Simultaneosuly there was a boy who was getting registered in my brain as a good performer, Piyush. This was during my internship. When I went back home after my internship, if I ever switched on TV, it was only to watch chak dhoom dhoom. When I was watching I told my mom, see that guy performs well and he is also very cute.

I soon came back to Mumbai for my 3rd sem of MBA. I followed chak dhoom dhoom on youtube. I dont know how it happened but suddenly I had grown very fond of Piyush. I watched his performances back to back. i searched for his previous videos which I had missed to watch on TV.

One day I typed his name on google. The first search entry was a page on facebook. I joined it. At that time it so happened that from reading the posts I came to know that it was a fan page and not him. I began searching for his profile. During that time it so happened that he was in the danger zone. People were discussing in posts that why doesnt Piyush have his own profile? Piyush opened an account then and there were a few friends only. With all my prayers I sent him a friend request and added some personal messages about why n how I am his fan. My request was granted. So were of others.

Piyush made some appearances, he mostly remimded us to vote, but sometimes answered our small queries as well. We used to wait all day for him to even change his status message. Even that was huge to us. And if someone talked to him, we all discussed what was it all about. I myself made some very good friends during that time.

When Piyush got selected to grand finale, I wanted to help him in a big way. Sending votes didnt seem enough. And one of Sparsh's fan had posted a video of him. That was k.She wrote all the best Piyush,Teju n Gauri.It was also good.But when she wrote jeeta ga toh Sparsh hi, something hit me.

I spent 5 hours to collect pictures of Piyush, capture snapshots of his video to get the best pose and used my skills in creativity and my technological acumen and prepared a highly admired promotional video for Piyush. It was my tough luck I couldnt upload it.I struggled the next day and uploaded it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1X7NnyVjKJ8

I sent out messages and scarps on both facebook and orkut to make it popluar. Presently I am banned from sending out personal messages. I can only send it to my friends.
After that were the longest days of my life.we waited n waited for Piyush to come online. I began making plans of meeting him myself and inquired all his fans. Somehow I got to know that address but it was far away to go and I didnt have any company. Most of my friends on Piyush's page are not from Mumbai.

Call it my luck or whatever, there came one girl who somehow got me to talk to Piyush's dad and finally him. I figured that they would be going to jammu by flight and the domestic airport is nearby. As it turns out, I was right.I got to know the time of the flight and took permission to meet them there.

I didnt know what to do.......I wanted to give something to Piyush. I wanted to present him my video.It didnt seem enough. I wanted not to show off but to give him something i value and something that he really would like.

Finally after my class I went to the nearest shop. My first and last wish was to gift him things in relation to his dance coz that is how i became his fan. I got him a chain with danger symbol, like Dangerous album of Michael Jackson, his idol. Next I got a him cool bracelet to wear while dancing hiphop. A red friendship band was a must, like that of CDD and also coz his favorite colour is red.Then i got him an "I love India" band, beautiful black band to signify all the votes he got. I made a DVD of his performances by downloading videos from the net and added albums of Michael jackson and some other rock songs of the year and some hits of previous years. I gave him a wallet of my dad's shop which my mom had recently sent to me by courier. And I gave him card on behalf of the girl who made all this possible.

With these in my bag and big dreams,I went to sleep. I got up very early in the morning to go to the air port.It was still dark outside and raining heavily. I was a bit scared to travel alone. Nonetheless I made it. They were on terminal 1B.

The things after that are like a dream. Am still thinking if they were true. I ask myself could I have done anything more? And all that is because I have never been a fan of anyone before, I never do crazy stuff like this.I dont have the courage to ask for a snap. Inshort I am very un-fan like.

There he was smiling as he always does and my heart melted away. He was shy and I shook hands with him. I patted his cheeks and kept on saying ur so sweet n he couldnt stop smiling. They were getting late for flight. So i straight away opend my bag and started explaining my gifts. i accessorised him on then n there myself. i gave him the card. n he said i will keep it in my bag. i felt so nice.his eyes were so mesmerising at that point. I came out of my trance when his dad said that they were getting late. i said i want to take snaps with me. i took two.It was time to leave and it ended so quick i wish i could do something else like stay behind and wave till he went inside but i was so aware of myself now when i was left alone that i started feeling piercing glances at me. i told u this is my first time as a fan....n i am not used to it.

Whatever it may be, this is the first time i became someone's fan and i could meet him n gift him n oh.....its too overwhelming to write.i will only say that Piyush Bhagat is someone who really deserves the love that people of India have given him. it is not just about his dance and his charm. its also about his generosity, his humbleness, his down to earth nature. being on his profile itself feels so good, his fans, their love for him, the people who are his fans, all of it. this is one person whom people will not forget for a very long time. as far as i am concerned should i say more?

*****This post is dedicated to all my friends on facebook whom i met in piyush's profile who are very far away to come and meet piyush and who have become my very good friends***

Rakshan khanum(pakistan), Devika shanbag, Pooja Patwa, Rana banerjee, Viddhi jain, Vasudha krishnamurthy, Henita Patel(canada), eeman ubaid (los angeles)

Also
amarinder arora,Yashvi jhangid, Supriya s supiya, abiya safrena, seema siddiqui, sitakshi gupta, Tuleka srivastava n all his fans out there

PS: This is one snap that no one out there has.........coz i took it. Its on the airport on 27 July 2010. I am not in the pic coz i am a shy person :P
You will find him wearing some of the stuff i gifted n holding a very cure sweet card.....

PIYUSH ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!