
It breeds in the bottom of my heart
and whispers to me in the dark
that it will come to me again,
this time with twice the strength.
I forget it everytime I laugh
and enjoy the time with my friends
But when i sleep in the shadows of the night
i wonder when's the next time it will strike.
And then when there's this pain i cant see
which makes my wounds bleed
that does things to my head
and i punish those who are dear-eth.
And that inflicts such an unbearable pain
it makes me stay away from 'em and i go insane
All i say is leave me now
till i learn not to harm you, but how!
Stay away from me till it goes away
or better be with me till i wither away
you may choose either ways
but for now just know that its here to stay.